I just keep on doing mistakes…over and over again. But can I stop? No, I’m never gon stop. It’s just human nature. But what happens when I know things I wanna do gon turn against me? Do I keep on doing them mistakes? Yes…because I don’t care about the consequences. I don’t have time to analize the situation. Yes, I’m in a hurry. I try to make my life easy, I try to be happy, I try to be perfect, I try to be in the middle of the attention. But do I really make it? Instead of all this I complicate my life, I make myself unhappy, I make myself imperfect. Can I let other people be happy if I ain’t? Can I stop beeing mean with the ones that have nothing against me? I like to complain that other people been hating on me but have I ever tought I am the one that made them hate on me? It’s never my fault…I like to pose as the victim.
Can I admit I’m mean? Never! Can I say stop to things that I know gon hurt me later? Can I trade one minute happines for one live happines? Can I stop judging other people when I’m pretty much the same? What do I do when the ones that I love are not by my side anymore? I want too much but I have so lill to offer. I’m perfect on the outside but almost dead on the inside. I like to show off…I like to broadcast my life…I wanna make it public…I wanna be seen…I like when they talk about me. Can I chill? Can I think smart? Can I think before I act? Can I let them talk while I go on with my life and keep my bussines private?
Can I stop beeing superficial and care about things that really mathers? Can I see the bottom too instead of seeing always just the top? Can I stop lying to myself? Can I stop hoping for the best instead of making my life the best? Can I say no to temptation? Can I say no to pleasure and yes to happines?
I am the product of my work. I think I am what I wanna be but in reality I’m just what they want me to be…I act how they want me to act…I give them what they want from me and I don’t have the power to say STOP! And when I realize I’m all fake, when I realize everything I’ve done turned against me what should I do?
What should i do if I turned from the default picture into a regular one?
